Gravity's Squ@Re

      从6月8日到6月15 日,毫无进展,该死的招生计划到昨天才下来,口试今天才开始.今天不错,从招生简章找了4个一本,又找4个二本做预备,又完成了口试,超顺利啊.牵绊我的东西少了两样.说什么6月8号阳光灿烂,假的!我现在还是笼罩在高考的阴影下,等待着他宣判生死的一天,就是这样,很没有自主权.某高中吹吧,说吧,尽情说重点线560以上吧,反正我们学校理综最低260!
     为什么,牵着我好难受,根本无法做大事,我要看<三国演义>,我要走长途,我要学西班牙语,我要学PS,我要去西班牙,我要去阿根廷,我要知道分数......
     今天看见COLOR急于转型,我觉得还是算了,这个世界的女装统统不合我的审美,统统被我否决,我讨厌鲜艳,讨厌闪亮,讨厌裙子高跟鞋,讨厌首饰,最最讨厌那种一扒就掉的衣服以及一些为了外表好看穿行动不便的衣服的人.但是现在一条大街都是,走在大街看着我难受,好象所有女人的衣服都等着别人透视,等着别人扒!为什么我要穿女装,那么丑,我要大T恤宽裤子,我要走范霉路线,我要把头发搞得乱七八糟,我要穿军装,迷彩,冲锋裤,我要拿一把枪,穿一双超级硬超级厚的登山大靴子,一口气冲到某个山顶,征服的感觉超级好!决定啦!!转个P型,我现在TMD最卵好!
      我在家能干吗,转呼啦,呼啦呼啦的也不错,一天3000转正好半小时,第一天还好,第二天就和上刑一样了,每旋一圈,都会痛得直不起腰.但这是大雨天唯一的锻炼方式了,健身房我是不想去的.我就是这么死,很多事情鼓励别人做,自己从来都不接受,不接受怎么着,我爱!我妈也不愿意我变的和个小妖精似的,我四肢举起赞成!我已经老人家一个了,跟不上潮流很正确(天经地义的),老人家就是不应该时髦.今天家里来了个9岁小朋友,我给她看高三生活照,她吓得一直说"姐姐我佩服你",我才恍然大悟,我比人家大10岁,她应该叫我阿姨.想当年我15岁,叫一个20出头的年轻妈妈"阿姨",对了,其实我已经是阿姨,甚至伯娘.
     人生啊,是一种无法抗拒的前进......我赞成.

这个是EVA剧场版ED <If I Can't Be Yours>(歌词有误请指出)

Now it's time, I fear to tell,
I've been holding it back so long.
But something strange deep inside of me is happening,
I feel unlike I've ever felt.
And it's makin' me scared,
that I may not be what I think I am.

What of us, what do I say,
are we both from a different world?
'Cause every breath that I take, I breathe it for you.
I couldn't face my life without you.
And I'm so afraid.
There's nothing to comfort us.
What am I, if I can't be yours.

I don't sleep, don't feel a thing.
And my senses have all but gone.
Can't even cry from the pain,
can't shed a tear now.
I realize we're not the same.
And it's makin' me sad,
'cause we can't fulfil our dream in this life.

So I must, let us break free,
I can never be what you need.
If there was a way through the hurt,
then I would find it.
I'd take the blows,
yes I would fight it.
But this is the one,
impossible dream to live.
What am I, if I can't be yours...